Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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Name: Delson Cullen Button(Del)
Age: x years old
Date of Birth: May5 19xx
Horoscope Sign: Taurus

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Sunday, November 15, 2009
Friday exotic food exploration
9:02 PM

Went to MANPUKU at Tampines One on friday straight after my work. This place is damn big and you will never guess its a maze from outside. The wide selection of foods had me decided for very long before settling on a meal. It was ji's birthday and his idea to come to this restaurant. I had a tasted 2 new dish I never had in my life before. The sea urchin and a fruit cake which beats every single cake in Singapore hands down. Too bad I didn't take a pic of the cake cos it seems pretty normal to me at that time. But I can assure you, you will feel like haven!



This freaking card cost $100. If you lost it, gged to you



This is my main course dinner - Special Mix Set.



Not for the faint hearted. Sea Urchin! Looks like shit, melts in your mouth, and taste like the sea.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, November 07, 2009
Friday challenge!
5:02 PM



Benny took on the NYNY Giant Yankee Burger challenge!




Comes along with a Root Beer Float. Can he finish everything in 1hr?




This is my BBQ Spare Ribs. Look at the size!



Taste wins Cafe Cartel. But portion lose. Just look wide and big only.




Here comes the challenge! What a generous fries!




Start!~ (look at the thickness of the meat...)




My work after 30mins.




His work after 30mins.



Finally last piece..he is struggling




He declared gave up after finishing the burger and half the fries....




Finished the drinks too...good effort




We thanked him for the free fries




And because he failed the challenge, his meal is not free. And his meal alone cost $50. NYNY's manager says if our bills is at least $50, and paid by citi bank, we get a free soup. And here is our soup! Very yummy!



We conquered everything!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Monday, September 21, 2009
Sunday
4:28 PM

Update: STUPID LAH. Now then found out blogspot will save my draft when my FF crashed. After one month then found out my this entry can be recover.

Went to suntec yesterday with friends for the GCA and shopping. Its quite a disappointment for this year game convention. The area is small, the games are so-so (many IAH and runup games), nothing much going on for the stage event, the merchandise are normal. One thing good is the cosplay event, as usual. Its always the cosplayers that brings life to a boring game/toy exhibition. There are many cosplayers outside the hall posing for photo taking.

After shopping, we went to this Japanese buffet restaurant at Odeon Towers. Its a ala-carte style buffet with small portion but many variety. Because of not reserving at first, we are "lucky" to get a counter sit. Damn hard to share the food and chat la! We ordered until lost track of what has come and what hasn't. And due to this, my friend had to eat the 2 same fish curry rice and another friend had to eat a pork cutlet curry rice + curry noodles. I'm sick of curry just by sitting in between them.











expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, September 20, 2009
finally
1:42 PM

Finally my gym equipment has arrived, but only the bench got to wait until oct. I made a mistake of not checking the length of the barbell, so didn't expect my barbell to be this long. But its good too, I can use it to do other things than just bicep curl. Its been 5months since I stopped training, I'm happy that my fire of passion started burning again. First thing first is to tune my strength efficiency back to my glory days. The lack of space to store these equipments and doing workout is abit headache. I guess my storeroom needs a major and cruel clean over if I want to expand my home gym in future.

Next, I will seriously need to tune back my healthy diet. I've gotten used to the "sin diet" and don't give a fly *middle finger* about guilt. But since I have a goal now, I will need to eat as much and maybe absorb the protein powder to achieve that.







expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, August 05, 2009
This is so damn stupid
9:44 PM

For the past few days, I had problem with the missing text tool and so didn't blog. Until just now I got fedup and went to their forum to search for ans. And I found out that a simple "Ctrl +F5" solved the fucking problem. GGed. Blogspot sucks big time.

Right so here's a few updates:

Last sat's steamboat+bbq with friends near Bugis. This place's sucks, but the food is slightly better only...


Look at my shells. The clayfish sucks. Drinks sucks.



My friend tanked all the prawns



My crab is about the same size as my friend's hand...


preparing for something big...



something big like this! We can really cook eh

I just ordered my home gym equipments today! Hope its trusted and won't get cheated ba.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, July 29, 2009
F.T
8:51 PM

Too long didn't update. Will find time to update when things are settled.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Thursday, July 09, 2009
An illness worst than H1N1
11:51 AM

Am very very sick now. I woke up around 2am+ feeling pains at my lungs and have the urge to vomit. So I ran to the toilet and let everything out...Hopefully I will recover from my high fever before work starts tomorrow, dragging this sickness to work is damn miserable laaaa. Those who know I'm sick and care for me, millions of thanks. Everything seems to be dreamy dreamy with this fever going on. It's actually not bad, like the effect of taking drugs but its not harmful to my body. yeaa....im seeing cats walking infront of me now..meooow

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Monday, June 29, 2009
Happy
11:38 PM

Too much unhappy things happened recently. And it snow balls into a huge setback for me. The sudden transfer of project gave me a big shocked, never would I expect it. And becos of this sudden transfer, I had to work OT. Not that I mind working OT, just that when everything snow balls up, and more shit are thrown to me, I will feel so fucked up. Not only that I hated the theme of this project, I hate to read chinese wall of text too. This fucking project just need me to do a translation from chinese to english and I got mind blank for quite some time. Fucked, I had my reputations and people I known in my current project. Other small little things like no aircon, tired, lousy lunch, fucked up work load all add on to my bad mood today.

On my way back home 20mins ago, I've given a serious thoughts about it. I will think positively and find an excuse that bad things aren't that bad, it had other meanings which is favourable to me. Like the transfering of new project, it's becos the company see me up, then put me in this new project and ditched the old. So I will have more chances to get increament later if I did a good job for this. So what if nobody loves me? I can enjoy being single anyway. And I get to spend my $ on myself too! So what if I'm tired? It means I can enjoy better sleep later. And what about the no aircon? Its a way that god wants to save the earth. Then the lousy lunch? Since when I had a better lunch anyway. What about the brain cells I killed today? They just deserve it.

Eat more sweet stuffs, and you will be happy. This is what I always tell people. Now I'm doing it to personally prove that it works or not. Well at least I'm still alive crapping here.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, June 28, 2009
Finally a slacking Sunday!
3:35 PM

It was a shocking and sad day for the world. MJ, one of the most talented and influential individual has graduated from this cruel world due to cardiac arrest. Though I'm not a big fans of his, I've listened to his music since really young. I never really follow his news, its only after his death that I found out he is in debts for the past years, and he is preparing for his 50 rounds of concerts. I felt sad for him.

I'm surprised the newspaper reported that he is worth more being dead than alive. And his music is being played everywhere, website reporting his death was jammed cos of the heavy traffic, this just shows how influential he is. MJ will lives in our heart!

Another month of working life has passed. Work load has been quite heavy due to the events, new projects and colleague going reservist. But the irregular shift still contributes to my tiredness for the past 1 week. Made alot of terrible mistake during yesterday's event...hope there won't be any consequences for my mistake.... The shift for July will be even shittier. I just wanna chill at home on sunday!

EDIT: Received an sms on friday about my ops manning. The incharge sgt said he received "wind" that this weekend got high chance to get recall. I was like WTFBBQ, now H1N1 case keep increasing and SAF wants to recall now?? Somemore I'm working full day on sat, if recall, gged to the events. But luckily, its safe now. Guess SAF do think with their brain. Heng sia!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, June 14, 2009
updates
11:46 PM

It's been very long since I last update my blog, the accumulated spider webs here can match those in my house. I just did a house cleaning this morning, so I thought I should drop by and give a little love to my blog. A quick update for those who thought that I have MIA, life for me has lots of ups and downs as usual. Work wise, I have adapt to my working environment finally, but still disappointed by my work performance. I need to be more proactive if I want the salary increase after probation, if not have to sell butt on my off days to make ends meet. R/s wise, am still trying to know more people online and "widen my social circle". Well, its either no luck or troubled by something (ming ku ar..).

And I have stopped gym for 3weeks already. I just can't find the suitable way to juggle between work, gym, and running. Since I will be reaching home around 10+pm to have my dinner everytime I go gym, I don't find it very healthy for my muscle. Anyway, I've decided to invest in home gym. So I will resume my training after setting up those equipments. Getting fit take few months, becoming fat takes 1month. Yes, I can see my belly slowly covering my packs now. FUCK MY LIFE.

As I was typing this, I went to refill my water. When I stepped out of kitchen, something sharp pierced my toe. I got panic, went to on the lights and fall down on a chair. I saw something small and shiny stucked on my toe, i tried to use my finger nails to Kiap out. I don't know if that thing is out or half of it is still inside. It started bleeding afterwards, so I ran back to my room and use tissue to wipe it. Another shit thing happened again, my other foot suddenly feels itchy..and then blood came out. wtf nothing happen but that foot has got cut wounds...so I tried to squeeze every single blood from both of my foot hoping it won't get infected and push out any fucking sharp object that may be inside. Really fucked, I just clean house this morning and now like this.



Graduation dinner with the gang at a jap restaurant in Marina sq. First time eating hot pots, not bad!



This is my office desk, shared with 2 other people beside me...sigh I want my own space! sad right?? even hamster got more space than me!


Went out a few times with the 3 Delson's angel. This siao char bo tired like shit at this moment still can pose.


And this silly girl....really feel like scolding you lor haiz...

Will update more often next time. Since I'm always troubled by something, there should be more things to talk about.

expressing the emptiness inside me..